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[21 Mar 2006|11:38pm] |
hey everyone:: So i just remembered i have this thing, and then i couldnt remember the password- so i made a new one.
then i remembered it again.
i wont be using this one, so i'll be rejoining all my communities and friends under the username ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=92.3) electronicvomit
plz add kthnx
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[26 Aug 2005|10:12pm] |
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ok, so THIS is the story of 2 couples on an adventure from lancaster to allentown and dorney park for 2 days, their lives were NOT recorded to see who was getting real *please, im just ripping off real world* and yeah... here we go
day 1- Tuesday-
so it started off w/ kayla picking me up @ 8am, got kyle round like, 9 cuz her mom took FOREVER in rite aid lol and then we were off on our adventure.. gave her mommy directions to go pick up my loverly ryan, but before we got there we stopped @ mcdonalds and kayla was VICIOUSLY ATTACKED BY A TRASH CAN! OH NO!
it was ok though, i rescued her from the grip of death, and we ran away safely to the front counter were everyone got lots of food, and i bought a dollar hashbrown *yes, potatoes rock!* and that was amazingly enough to hold me over for a few good hours, anyways.... back to the story
so we got to ryan's and i hugged him and like, never wanted to let go. i love his hair by the way, its pretty, and matches mine. he showed me his pony, NO SICKO, an ACTUAL pony, it scared me. it tried to eat me. i was afraid. anywho, so we got to dorney and had a good time for most of the day, met up with a few of ryan's friends when kayla and kyle went to wildwater for a few hours, i met karly and john, and uh... brie of course *cuz ry won me an awesome turtle of doom, which is now our illigitimate mexican child, named steven.. which i renamed barnsworth, because i'm cool like that* and then um..
so we left dorney and decided to walk to the pool hall for some excitement, so we got there and played a round, me and ry vs. kayla and kyle.. kyle did well and ryan and me ended up winning, why? cuz i fuckin rock at pool and was the only one making decent shots *giggle* yeah, i rock like that ...then ryan's friends beth and jake met us there for a while and we played umm... 5 man cutthroat for a while until beth and jake decided to leave and go eat pizza with his one icky ex. so we played a little more and decided to walk over to wendy's to eat, cuz i was a cunt and wanted mayo on my burger.
so we got there and were eating and all and ry and kyle decide to have this really painful spitball fight, cuz well, it hurt when it hit me =( and me and kayla wanted to run away, but we were trapped on the inside and it was sad. anyways, they knocked it off and we went over to hollywood and we rented sin city to watch @ kayla's relative's house. so then we went to go relax underneath the lights near wendy's to get picked up and go back to the house.
got there and got settled in and cuddled on ryan watching sin city, didnt understand it cuz i kept falling asleep cuz oh em gee, RYAN IS SO COMFY TO LAY ON/WITH <3 it was like heaven. i love his kisses and cuddles, it was like i was dreaming. very very cute and loving and yay. so then it was like 2am and we had to go to bed. so we did.
day 2- wednesday
woke up round 10 and laid in bed wifs the ryan for a while, kissing and cuddling and umm, such <3 got dressed and by 12ish we were leaving to go back to ry's <3
so we got there and i harassed his little brother and his dogs attacked me and then we escaped to his room and started watching tv, and my fav show was on, foster's home for imaginary friends!!! so i was all YAY and watched it and then we listened to Bile- Betty page and i was all YAY cuz its like, my fav song and hehe then we kissed and cuddled, and we ate pizza, and watched part of the nightmare before christmas then we got um, distracted? sure.
2 hrs later kayla was done taking her mom out and about and they came over to pick me up @ like, 4 and i sadly left and tried not to cry cuz i missed him. it was sad. so we ended up getting stuck in traffic and i was all *sad* but ryan made me as happy as i could've been earlier.. so i was ok with it. thats about all of that story that's interesting... i got home, ate food, slept. the end.
yesterday i woke up and went to take my senior pictures, oh yeah, WITH A HICKEY THE SIZE OF A WALNUT ON MY NECK yeah, tried hiding it with um, EVERYTHING I OWN. tried EVERY trick in the book, yeah, thanks baby, it was a challange.. but my pictures turned out AWESOME. when i get them, i'm gunna make sure to put them on this, you'll like them. promise. if you'd like to order one now, haha, let me know.
after that i went to work, got harassed about my huge hickey and again, today, had my boss making jokes @ me about it. anywho... it was SO worth it. i cant WAIT to spend another few days with my ryan.... it won't be soon enough.
thats my story of excitement! READ IT ALL BITCHES <3 its fun-ful <3
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[27 Jul 2005|10:47pm] |
ok. so i'm alive.. and i've been asked to do another pic post.
so here it is. leave me love <3
( we want revolution )
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[21 Jul 2005|06:55pm] |
so here's the thing..i'm acutally updating this LJ.. yeah- i know- i'm shocked too...
and i'm going to redo my userinfo and begin using this again- because i <3 eljay and all the millions of communities i'm in
now as for this entire fucking hangover. it can go away any second
but last night was SO worth it. even if i never see her again
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[28 Apr 2005|09:41pm] |
i realize its officially been forever since ive been on here, but a LOT of shit's been going down...
as for my love life- who knows where that's going... OTHER than to hell... i always screw things up, and im stirring up a fine mess of my emotions, which sucks, but whatever. no one cares.
I'm A FUCKING GODMOTHER, bitches =) and my goddaughter is the cutest little girlie in all of existance <3 Kenny loves her
i love her
i love my life on the days that end in X
oh.. and for anyone that uses gaia, i got shut down because.... i dont know. oh well.. write more later when i have the patience for this... ciao.
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[15 Feb 2005|08:23pm] |
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someone fucking STAB me
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[11 Feb 2005|06:08pm] |
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today was pretty cool, half day's rock because i dont do anything... but well.. paint =)
yeah, 4th block, i definately got sandwiched between torschia and markie... hysterical, thanks for the writing on my arms kids... took forever to wash off! (but i am a star! with.. lot of scribbles on my other arm)
and then my car wouldnt start, battery needed jumped and now its fine.. and.. well... hung with kenny for a bit, left and came home, called work.. got bored.. now filled this thing out and im posting it.. now read it!
(i already have a valentine... sorry, but i will make no valentine changes, im super happy with the one i've got!)
Valentines Day
1) How does valentine’s day make you feel? Lonely
2) Would you rather get a dozen roses or chocolates from your significant other on valentine’s day? roses, they can last forever.. if you make them.
3) Is life really like a box of chocolates? sometimes you get the shitty filled kind, sometimes the good, lately i've been picking all the good, im bound to run into some bad ones soon enough, but i'll savor what i have now
4) Describe your dream date! how about, no.
5) Your sweetie is coming to your house for dinner tonight, what music do you select to set the mood? *shrug* how about none.
6) If you could date any TV character, which one would it be? hrm... brandon lee like whoa. *faint*
7) Do you like to eat those little candy conversation hearts? no
8) Name your favorite sad & romantic movie: not really fitting of criteria, but 40 days and 40 nights, um hello... josh hartnett.
9) Which celebrity couple do you hope will stay together forever? jessica and nick, because god knows she wont find anyone more intelligent that loves her, and he'll attempt to make her smarter. wont work, but they'll have lots of sex, and funny episodes.
10) When you were a kid, did you buy valentine cards for everyone at school or did you make them? buy.. made a few for those i've loved. obviously that got me real far..
11) Who do you go to for love/relationship advice? no one... because i dont trust anyone, but if i do.. usually kenny, he's good for deep convos sometimes
12) Do you associate the color red with the word "love"? no- red's more anger to me.. baby fuck pink is closer to love. and yes, i did just go there.
13) What do you do when you have a broken heart? bitch about it to kenny and katie, they listen
14) Have you ever been on a blind date? sort of.. i guess?
15) Do you remember your first crush? yeah
Whoo, whoo, all about LOVE and Relationships
16) Okay, first obvious question, are you single or taken? guess.. i couldnt tell you.. *eyeroll*
17) If taken, take a moment to brag all about your significant other; if single proceed. he knows me inside and out, couldnt have asked for a more perfect friend and companion.. he's the one person who makes me smile anytime i'm down, he's amazing.
18) What do you look for in a relationship:great sense of humour, creative, funny, loving, honest, a good listener, cute, not rail-thin...
19) As far as looks go for the opposite sex, what makes you want to look twice (in a good way, lol) In other words, what’s your type, physically?: dark hair, usually longer, deep brown eyes that can steal my soul away
20) Of all the people you’ve dated, who was the one you fell for the hardest?: david. not going there.
21) Of all the people you’ve dated, who was the one that you definitely could’ve done without?: jordan, umm, ew.
22) What was the longest relationship you’ve been in, or what was the longest time you had a crush on someone?: 14 months- 15 months.. i forget. nor does it matter anymore. unless you count what i'm working with now.. because thats going close to 2 yrs, which i'm very excited about..
23) Tell me about your first kiss: i was 5 and liked this boy, waited for him to go to the bathroom in our kindergarten, when i heard him washing his hands i opened up the door of the boys room, leaned in and pecked him on the lips... havent seen him since.
24) Are you all for or against public displays of affection?: cute casual kissing is fine, i dont wanna see nasty shit, i want to see women respected, not slutty... unless well.. i'm with a certain someone, then i get super huggy and cute kissy... my appologies.
25) Which is most important to you in a relationship?: trust and honesty
26) If you really like someone, are you more likely to eventually ask them out or forever hold your peace?: im pretty assertive..
27) What’s the best place for a first date?: relaxing in a backyard, laying in the grass talking and watching the stars..
28) Would you prefer more romance or fun in a relationship?: both... you need the mixture to keep the spark alive...
29) Have you ever told someone you loved them?: yes
30) If yes, did you mean it: i've only ever said it to 3 people, one just casually because we were friends and they were there for me, and the other two i've been strongly attatched to, so of course i ment it you moron
31) Has someone ever told you that they loved you?: mhmmm =)
32) If yes, what was your initial reaction and did you say it back?: it was amazing, i smiled and wanted to cry.. just looking into his eyes and watching him utter the phrase mended anything wrong in my entire body..
33) Does "true love wait"?: i wonder all the time... im really hoping it can.. we're trying.. we're making it work, and thats what counts..
34) Have you ever been asked out and had to turn them down?: yeah, i really feel bad sometimes, but i cant help the way i feel..
35) If yes, what did you say; if no, have you yourself ever been turned down?: wow.. i couldnt remember..
36) Do believe that there’s that perfect someone out there for you?: i hope so.. maybe i've found them..
37) Ever had your heart broken? i dont want to talk about it. yes.
38) Ever broken someone else’s? yes, and chris still complains about me not giving him a chance.. i just wasnt as into it as he was, sorry.
39) Would you rather date a bunch of people all throughout high school and settle down when you get older or meet "the one" while you’re still young? : first one, but find the one and settle down, i want to be loved and serious- emotionally, throughout my college career
40) What do like most about the opposite sex?: they aren't girls, because i hate girls <--- im agreeing with katie on this one, said perfectly..
41) What do you dislike most about the opposite sex?: driving sexual hunger<--- agreeing with katie again..
42) Would you rather have to break up with someone or be broken up with?: neither.
43) Commitment in a high school relationship a bad idea?: no comment.
44) Have I asked enough questions on this subject?: yes
Stole this from Katie, who stole it from malia...
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[07 Feb 2005|08:12pm] |
new hair dye-job. be honest how much you hate/love it... [x]posted for oppinions =)
( Angels Fall First )
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[06 Feb 2005|07:51pm] |
Bitter? yeah. but at least i have Ken.
You mean nothing, and im ok with that.
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[30 Jan 2005|01:06am] |
She put a spell on him
She had his heart in her hand
And when she squeezed a litte bit too hard
She tore the boy to pieces
Looked into the mirror I was hypnotized
There was a different man
Staring back into my eyes
Went to the doctor but he could not see
Only the love of a woman would be medicine for me
I went for miles in the pouring rain
Losing her wasn't part of the game
So I took the time to look around and see
Cause there had to be a future that was meant for me
Love can take you to the sky
Love may leave you in a haze to die
And you will always know it's true
When love comes close to you
I gave away everything I had
Spent all my money, I got thirsty and mad
No life for losers when the winner steals the price
In the heartbeat of the city
I was forced to roll the dice
Love may blind you with its cry
Love can haunt you 'til the day you die
Be yourself and don't pretend
Broken hearts can always mend
Love can take you to the sky
Love may leave you in a haze to die
You will always know it's true
When love comes close to you
It works both ways, You KNOW that
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[25 Jan 2005|09:01pm] |
haha damn straight bitches, i rock the cock hard =)
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[02 Jan 2005|08:53pm] |
now THAT is do-able
too bad some people are too often assholes, if they keep it up they wont get me anymore
how do you like them apples?
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[29 Dec 2004|08:01pm] |
TEN RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME:
1. im originally blonde, i know *shock*
2. i am a fairy, even if you dont believe me.
3. im pro-choice, problem with it? deal.
4. i never used to like the colour purple, and now i love it
5. i did bad drugs a few years ago. im done now.
6. i gave up a lot of things for the relationship im in now, and wouldnt have it any other way
7. im listening to alkaline trio mr. chainsaw right now
8. im afraid of horses, but soon to get over it, with ry
9. i have a reoccuring dream that i get raped by someone close to me
10. i give up on people who piss me off, and send the mafia after them
NINE PLACES I'VE VISITED
1. Canada
2. Florida
3. Ohio
4. Maryland, duh
5. Allentown, *of course, i love my buddies there!*
6. Toronto
7. Quebec
8. the hospital
9. the eye doctor- yeah, i actually go
EIGHT THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. fall in love, get married and settle down and have kids
2. become a rock star
3. Kill someone and not get caught
4. get a senior seperlative
5. become a professional artist
6. buy a pair of goggles
7. visit Japan and get a kimono and EGL outfit
8. forgive people for they're ignorance and stupidity
SEVEN WAYS TO WIN MY HEART
1. dont be an asshole
2. or an idiot
3. be tollerant of Our emotions
4. kiss me and hold me when i need it
5. never give up on me
6. sing to me a song you wrote about me that shows i matter
7. sit across the room from me, and stare into my eyes for hours on end without saying a word. then i'll know you mean it when you speak
SIX THINGS I BELIEVE
1. people never truely fall in love
2. most humans are too ignorant to realize the effect of their words
3. Nightwish is obviously the most amazing band on the face of this earth.
4. no one is more capable of fufilling your dreams but you
5. 'if love existed it wouldnt be so soft and easy to ruin'
6. If you make a mistake, it's best to make a million things right in the world to make it up if you care about the other person
FIVE THINGS I'M AFRAID OF
1. being alone
2. horses
3. death
4. being a para or quadraplegic (spelling?)
5. never making anything out of life
FOUR OF MY FAVORITE ITEMS IN MY BEDROOM
1. my fairy poster
2. my entire works of Edgar allen poe leather book with gold trim <3 its beautiful
3. finding nemo dvd
4. my picture of me and ryan <3
THREE THINGS I DO EVERYDAY
1. drink caffine in some form
2. brush my teeth
3. talk to him... well.. most of the time
TWO THINGS I AM TRYING NOT TO DO RIGHT NOW
1. Slaughter dumb people
2. have an anxiety attack
ONE PERSON I WOULD LIKE TO SEE RIGHT NOW
1. Ryan, obviously.
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[29 Dec 2004|07:10pm] |
Artist: Bonnie Somerville Lyrics
Song: Winding Road Lyrics
Well, the rain keeps on coming down
It feels like a flood in my head
And that road keeps on calling me
Screaming to everything lying ahead
And it's a winding road
I've been walking for a long time
I still don't know
Where it goes
And it's a long way home
I've been searching for a long time
I still have hope
I'm gonna find my way home
And I can see a little house
On top of the hill
And I can smell the ocean
The salt in the air
And I can see you
You're standing there
And you're washing your car
And I can see California sun in your hair
And its a winding road
I've been walking for a long time
Still don't know
Where it goes
And it's a long way home
I've been searching for a long time
Still have hope
I'm gonna find my way home
All these dreams took me so far
And I felt I just couldn't go on
And I want to hang
Out the window of your car
And see just how good this baby can run
'Cause it's a winding road
I've been walking for a long time
And I still don't know
Where it goes
And it's a long way home
I've been searching for a long time
Still have hope
We're gonna find our way home
It's a winding road
Still have hope
One day we'll find our way home
It's a long way home
I've been searching for a long time
Still have hope
We're gonna find our way home
It's a long way home
It's a long way home
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[25 Dec 2004|08:16pm] |
no one really cares what i got for christmas, so i wont bore you and list them...
because all i really wanted, i couldnt have, and i might have ruined ever getting what i want
Your love is such a hard thing to receive, why is it the best things in life aren't worth paying for... with anything but hope and tears
I hate Christmas, anyone who knows me knows this. im driving around and doing nothing for the next week, i just cant be here. dont call i wont answer.
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[11 Dec 2004|05:33pm] |
found that funny, and a bit ironic
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